regretless

happy birthday to me (:went out and bought a new camera for...

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:36:51 -0600

happy birthday to me (:
went out and bought a new camera for myself!
no more pinkk, going for turquoise<3

turning twenty

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 13:40:00 -0600

fried ice cream from my work!

birthday weekend was amazing!!! thank you to all my friends who helped make it happen (: on the day of my birthday i had to work all day, but that was fine. my dad came to the restaurant and brought me flowers and balloons and had lunch with me. i got free food that day, plus a little birthday dessert (: after work, i headed to jake’s and started the weekend pretty good haha. played a lot of flip cup, the party sang happy birthday to me and then chanted “birthday shot! birthday shot!”. unfortunately, they gave me nasty ass coconut rum. i got half of it down but when i went to finish it, it came right back up haha ew. after that shot though, i was goneee. ended up staying the night, no one was gonna let me drive lol.

the next day, i hung out with andy brownnn most of the morning. went on a little nature walk in pflugerville park. went all the way out to hudson bend and got to see his trailer for the first timeee. we met up with josh and chilled for a few hours before i bounced to go to the show at hcbc. the topic of where to have my bday party at was really stressful cause i originally planned to have it at logan’s but he was in dallas, so andy, josh, even omar, allison and travis were trying to help me out. until i remember ming saying something about it being okay to have it at her house if logan’s didnt work out. so i called her up and she said yessss. so with all that stress out of the way, i was able to enjoy the show (:

although i couldnt stay for the whole thing, i watched isag and eisenhiem then left to get everything ready for the party. i planned on getting a keg, and told everyone else i was getting one, but when it came down to it, it was either gonna be too much of a hassle, or too much money to throw down. so i just went with four cases, which i though would last since i had invited around 30 people. well word spread and alot of people i had never seen before showed up and just drank all the beer. ok thanks. oh and on top of that the cops showed up. luckly ming handled it, they just told us to keep the music down ha. it was a scare though ): and poor ian got so sick. but i guess its all those factors that make a party, a good party hahaha. overall though, the party was everything i wanted, and that was all i wanted for my birthday (: i got so fucked up, i dont even remember how i got home, into my bed. when i woke up the next morning, it felt like everything was a dream. perfectttt (: i cant thank my friends enough for making it happen <3

pictures after the cut

jake and i

me and erin

LOL i love this picture

me, erin, and stephanie

me and erin againnn

idk whats going on here haha

WHAOOO

chris and noahhh haha

bafms

one of my other bday wishes, for hilary to be my beerpong partner (:

haley, hilary, erika, noah, me, and marlene! <3
check it out, you totally tell i spilt some of my drink haha

i love her faces

chillin on the couch with haley, hilary, and rj if you couldnt tell haha

“wow, itd be great if this picture took.”

tran and ian!

chinkin hahaha

the dream team 5-0

erika, tran, ian and marlene!

awkward squeeze in pose but it works haha

aww noah ahah nice stash

saaaashaaaaa

i took me a few pictures to get this centered, never got it haha.

this was the most perfect birthday weekend!
thank you to all my friends who were there to celebrate with me <3

marlenespagee: devilwearsjulie: paulinesike: SICKEST SHOW AT...

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 11:57:26 -0600

marlenespagee:

devilwearsjulie:

paulinesike:

SICKEST SHOW AT THE HXCBC.

Oh my god, i am so glad i went. My boys did such a good job, Eisenhiem was sick, and Memphis May Fire tore the place down.

Never seen a church show get so crazy. I loved seeing the staff member get in the pit during MMF, reeeessppppect!

Happy Birthday Sylvia, love ya girlll!

Too bad FFTG are douches. That show was SICKKKKK. So glad I went.
I love our boys. Hahaha, sick as always bro.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIAAAAAAAA(:

yayyy thanks bitches (: ♥

i only got to see isag, some of fftg, and eisenhiem
but our boys will be playing to mmf againn so i can just see them then!

vanilla twilight (photo: notebookdoodles)

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 10:26:01 -0600

vanilla twilight (photo: notebookdoodles)

ish mai birffdae

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 10:19:54 -0600

twentayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:

dailybranflakes: Tada! IKEA Christmas! Does someone want to buy...

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 10:19:12 -0600

dailybranflakes:

Tada! IKEA Christmas! Does someone want to buy me everything?

Warning: A billion IKEA Christmas showcase photos coming up soon because I love it too much not to share.

omg loves ikea<3
i kinda wanna recreate this house on the sims lol!

lyrics: yui -- thank you my teens

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:03:00 -0600

Romaji

Himitsu no tegami wo
Akibako ni kakushite iru basho
Tooi hi no kioku wo nozoitara

Chikadzuiteru juudai saigo no hi made ni
Yarinokoshita koto ga mada arisou de aseru

Otona ni wa naritakunai to omotteta
Dakedo kansha shiteru
Thank you my teens

Utau koto bakari
Kuyashisa mo mata sugu uta ni shita
Sore dake de chikara ni kaerareta

Tomodachi ni wa sukoshi demo yoku omowaretai
Ki ni shite nai tsumori na noni mieppari da

Atarashii deai ga yume wo sasaeta
Dakara kansha shiteru
Thank you my friends

Otona ni wa naritakunai to omotteta
Dakedo hatachi ni naru
Thank you my teens

English

When I peer into a memory of a day long ago
A secret letter hidden in an empty box

The last day of my teens is getting closer
And it seems like there are things I’ve forgotten to do, and it makes me panic

I thought I didn’t want to grow up
But I’m grateful, thank you my teens

Just singing, turning any pain into a new song right away
Just by doing that, I was able to turn it into strength

I want my friends to think well of me, even just a little
I didn’t think I cared, but I’m actually a showoff

Meeting someone new gave me support for my dreams
So I’m grateful, thank you my friends

I thought I didn’t want to grow up
But now I’m 20, thank you my teens

too much hype?

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 12:50:31 -0600

i have alot of confidence that this weekend will be one of the most bomb ass weekends ive had lately. i had plans and high hopes for october but each weekend seem to just fall short. this weekend, is birthday weekend, so it has to be perfect. tomorrow’s my 20th birthday. i’ll be working all day, which i dont really mind, i mean what else do i have to do and i’ll be making money. when i get off at nine, more than likely i’ll be going to a party. saturday, i have off to go to the hcbc show to see my boys isag and eisenhiem. and then the afterpartyyy will be my bday party, probably at logans? everyone’s invited (: just text me and give me a heads up. but yeah i guess i havent learned my lesson yet but this weekend has as high of expectation than any other. novemeber, dont dissapoint me now (:

If it's snowing, I don't have to feel guilty about listening to Christmas music.

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 08:50:50 -0600

dailybranflakes:

Right?

you NEVER have to feel guilty about listening to christmas music!

my boysss (: i love their new song

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 11:05:10 -0600

my boysss (: i love their new song

badass show tonight (:isag and a war between oceans were hottt...

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 00:59:21 -0600

badass show tonight (:
isag and a war between oceans were hottt <3
cannot wait for the hcbc show!

bun bo hue mmmmh my fave <3 i want some more!

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 02:49:31 -0600

bun bo hue mmmmh my fave <3 i want some more!

(photo: notebookdoodles)

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 02:03:16 -0600

(photo: notebookdoodles)

hilaryisweird: I got this from Alice Dalby’s facebook.This is...

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 10:52:28 -0600

hilaryisweird:

I got this from Alice Dalby’s facebook.
This is so damn funny for some reason. I can’t stop laughing at that face.
Maybe it’s because I’m delirious.
Good job making me crack up Alice.

so true.

you played me well.

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 03:43:25 -0600

game over. you got what you wanted.

im learning this dance, little cutie beat me to it <3

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 03:18:30 -0600

im learning this dance, little cutie beat me to it <3

i have potential drama

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 03:17:41 -0600

harboring inside of me.

dressed up for free burritos!

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 22:38:22 -0600

dressed up for free burritos!

kana nishino: motto lyics

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 01:59:58 -0500

I want to see you right now
I want to hear more of your voice
Because I think about you so much
I can’t help feeling insecure
and I want to ask you again and again
Say, Do you really love me?
I’m just crying cause of you

Hey let’s go!
(a)
Say more of your love words
and only let me hear them
Because ambiguous hints no longer enough for me
I want to occupy a bigger space inside your heart
No matter when,
please don’t let go of me

Oh…Who are you with??
Where are you??
I can’t fall asleep without a response
Your texts, phone calls, and “I want to see you”, are always all from me

Just call me back again
I really just want to feel the same as usual
But making fruitless effort by myself seems dumb
I’ve got that feeling

Repeat (a)

Just a tiny bit more is fine
I want to make sure these feelings
If you pretend like you don’t notice,
Give me a sign
there’s too much I don’t know about my heart
I want more of your love
Please come and see me right now

Oh…We can’t meet today either?
Then when can we meet?
You always treat me just like a friend
You never use any emoticons
And I’d only ever get short replies

Just call me back again
Why do you seem to do fine without me?
Say,if this continues on,
maybe it’s better if we said goodbye?
I’ve got that feeling

I want to see you now
I want to hear more of your voice
Because I think about you so much
There’s no way for me to just say good bye like this
I really hate myself for this but
I just wanna say “Love you”

Hey let’s go!

Repeat (a)

I want to feel you closer to me
I want our feelings to be connected
If I could only be granted one wish
Please don’t let go of my heart
I want more and more of your love
Right now, please hold me tightly

Just wanna be with you

Say more of your love words
and only let me hear them
Because ambiguous hints are no longer enough for me
I want to occupy a bigger space inside your heart
No matter when,
please don’t let go of me

motto… — kana nishino

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 01:30:00 -0500

motto… — kana nishino